• AlecSadler@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    11 days ago

    I’ve been a naturalized citizen of the US for 99% of my life.

    I am fully expecting that within the next year or so I’ll lose my naturalization. Not because of a criminal record (I have none), but because I’m not white enough.

    I am currently looking at applying for a work visa in Canada with longer term plans to move to the EU. Frankly, any and all “plan b” ideas I’m looking into.

    Sucks because I have to uproot my family, too. They are white. I still don’t know if they fully comprehend what it is like day to day.

    Like, I was just going grocery shopping the other day and had an unmarked van behind me for what felt like an awkwardly long time. I immediately started formulating escape plans. I drove an extra long route to the store just to make sure I wasn’t being followed. Once I parked I sat in my car an extra few minutes to observe if any other suspicious vehicles also parked and if anybody got out. I made sure to message my wife that I parked, that I was on my way into the store, that I was 25%/50%/75% done getting items, that I was checking out, that I was back in the car and headed home.

    These are not thoughts I should have to have. It sucks.

    I’m also armed, but let’s be honest, I can probably only take 1-2 gestapo out before I’m done for and there’d be no getting away with it long-term.

  • ArbitraryValue@sh.itjust.works
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    11 days ago

    Poignant. I’m a naturalized citizen myself and I’m worried in a way I never was before. I don’t want to end up in South Sudan. So far, I have been expressing myself as if there were no danger, at least because I think that if they ever come for me, they can find plenty of what they object to in what I’ve written years ago. My father tells me that I’m a fool and I mourn that we live in an America where he’s probably right. It turns out that they really do hate our freedom. Just not the “they” I expected.